Sunday, December 14, 2008

the other way around....

in our rational mind, it's so typical to feel sad and maybe hurt if what you want to happen is not really happening... i believe i've been in this situation before... so i can tell...

however, i am noticing myself on the other side of it lately. it seems like whatever is currently happening within me is NOT the very thing i want!!! and it makes me feel bad because it's happening... and that's why i always end up weeping and sobbing every now and then..begging God to take "it" away from me.

my Lord, please take this thing away from me if it's not from You. please please please?

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